...It is the end to another week. I found myself exhausted again last night. I decided to skip dinner and just go to bed as soon as I could get Tyler in his. I was THAT tired. Why? I feel like I haven't received adequate sleep and by the looks at how my weekend is shaping up, I don't think I will be able to "catch up" anytime soon. I plan to go to my client's site tomorrow morning and tie up some loose ends in order to receive my final payment. I want to see the movie "Capitalism: A Love Story" by Michael Moore. Somewhere in there I need to cut the lawn, buy Ty's fall/winter wardrobe, go grocery shopping, cook, and be able to actually "enjoy" my weekend. I'm not sure how all of that will happen....buy it always does.

For the first time in my life I feel that my dreams are finally being realized. I feel that I'm getting to the point that instead of daydreaming I'm able to actually plan. My upcoming trip to India is a dream come true. I'm hoping that this is the first in a series of international trips an as Tyler gets older I'll be able to take him along with me. I know that I've had to overcome strong challenges to arrive at this point in my life...and I don't neglect the fact that I'll have more to face. But I'm enjoying where I am and hope to continue to be able to progress forward, realizing more dreams. Tyler is with his father this weekend so I hope to find pockets of time to relax my mind and just enjoy "being."