At a Loss
I am honestly at a loss. I've been under a lot of pressure recently. Job, Ty being sick, issues with individuals in my life. I really don't know what exactly to do...or if I'm doing something wrong. I'm in the middle of "a storm" and feel that I'm being attacked on every side. The only rest that I receive is the sleep I get. It is my one opportunity where no one wants or needs anything for me. Unfortunately, I spend that time unconscious. My biggest concern is that I'm not sure what exactly God is trying to teach me through all of this. I've asked, prayed, and asked others to pray for me. I want God to be glorified through this period that I'm going through. But honestly....the pressure and stress has been so immense that it is difficult to deal with. I go to bed not wanting the morning to come. I just want rest. I don't want things to be this way.
I just want peace.
So I've been questioning God as to whether or not I'm doing something wrong? Did I make Him mad? Is there a lesson to be learned that I'm not grasping? Is all of this to prepare for the future? What is it that I'm missing? I'm doing my best to keep my stress levels down. I'm not sure what else I should do.
I sincerely ask that after you read this entry, that you pray a sincere prayer for me. Ask God to reveal what it is that I need to do and/or learn.
I just want peace.
So I've been questioning God as to whether or not I'm doing something wrong? Did I make Him mad? Is there a lesson to be learned that I'm not grasping? Is all of this to prepare for the future? What is it that I'm missing? I'm doing my best to keep my stress levels down. I'm not sure what else I should do.
I sincerely ask that after you read this entry, that you pray a sincere prayer for me. Ask God to reveal what it is that I need to do and/or learn.
Christie, He will keep you in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee because he trusted in Thee. Isaiah 26:3. I am going to the throne room tonight to ask our Mighty God in the Name of Jesus to refresh you in his Spirit and to restore the joy of your salvation. Nothing is too difficult for God. I ask the Lord to help you to set the right priorities and that you make good and godly decisions. I pray that you will know what is His priority for you. I ask Him to guide you in all wisdom concerning the decisions you need to make. I pray that your rest will be sweet for He giveth his beloved rest and you are his beloved. I pray that you awake refreshed as He renews your strenth like the eagle's. I pray that you trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths. Your steps have been ordered in His word. Make you hear His voice saying, "this is the way, walk in it."
The Lord will go before you. Let God arise in your life. Let Him be God. let Him show you great and mighty things that you could never dream for yourself. He is a very present help in the time of trouble. I know he will deliver you. Jesus has taken on full responsibility for you.He that begun a good work in you will preform it to the day of Jesus Christ. Phil 1:6 I love you. Ms. Leesa
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