Christmas 2009
Christmas 2009 is much different than what I imagined. I've always fantasized of spending my holiday with someone special and doing all of the holiday things that people do. Christmas Eve was actually great, spent with Tyler baking cookies. But since taking him to spend his weekend with his father, I've been home alone. I had a simple dinner...leftovers. I spent last evening playing with my budget. In short, I did a whole lot of nothing. But being able to spend some great time with Tyler has been incredible. The great thing is that I've been able to rest and relax. I vow to do no work tonight. I will watch a few good movies in bed, drink more eggnog, iced tea, and Pepsi (I NEVER drink Pepsi) and enjoy being in my home.
I'm off from work for the next week, but I still need to finish my client's work, close their books, and hopefully send out an invoice by the end of the week. I'm praying that God help me finish the job. I'm still looking to God to give me specific direction regarding the path that I'm on. I feel that my life is going in a different direction. I'm not sure what or where, how or why. But I see the signs that my life is moving in a different direction. I've always been so career driven, me driven. But not anymore. No more is my life driven by me. I'm slowly letting go of areas and aspects of my life and allow the Lord to guide my steps. I see doors closing in my life and I know that new doors will open. But I feel that these will be somewhat unfamiliar doors. I guess we will all wait and see.
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