The appointment is for a standard test, what should be a six-month check up. I'm hoping for the best of course. I'm so use to this process that its not funny. I should have results within 10 days. No call is a good thing, but due to my history the office will call me even if it is positive news. Though I'm hoping for the best, I've been very lax in taking care of myself. The weight that I loss has come back on due to stress and not taking better care of myself. I haven't been taking my IP-6 Inositol as consistently as I should. I've already decided that if I have elevated pre-cancerous cells that I'm not doing another biopsy. Why? Constant snipping at your cervix is not a good thing, especially if you have hopes of having additional children. Grant it, they snip at me at least a couple of times a year. No more metal scissors, cramping, bleeding, and discomfort. I have to figure out how to fit life into my plan for a healthier existence. That appointment is at 1:30pm. I have to admit that I could use some encouragement from my reader base to stick with my healthy lifestyle program. I suppose that when cancer is not in the forefront of your mind, you stop being attentive to how you live.

I have another appointment at 10am to get vaccinations and pills for my India trip. By the end of the day I will be about tired of being probed, sticked, and prodded. 

...I really have to figure out how to minimize the stress in my life and create more time for relaxation. I'm not taking adequate care of myself.