It's the end of a year, and what a year it has been. I've taken some time to review my earlier blog entries and realize how much of my thoughts have been consumed with being tired and how tired I was of being tired. I guess I spent a good part of my year insane...doing the same things and expecting a different result. I'm sure a large portion of America is making resolutions tonight. I'm not about to make any. But I want to commit to change. I want to commit to doing something different from what I did last year. I don't want to talk about it. I want the thoughts, the dreams, the ideas that are in my mind to come alive. I don't want to admire anyone else or what they do. I want to admire my life. I have to set boundaries for myself and stick to them...like no working past 9pm. I want to commit to taking care of me. That doesn't mean I will diet, exercise, quit any habit, or set strict rules for myself. It means that I am my top priority.